christmas break na!

at last...

after waiting for so long...

it finally arrived...

harhar.

C H R I S T M A S B R E A K na!

ang tagal ko ring inasam-asam ito. sobrang stressed na kasi ako sa school. sobrang disappointed narin ako sa grades ko. chem. trigo. zoo. socsci 13. eng 1. pootek. PE lang ata gusto kong subject. don't get me wrong. i'm not the type of person who is inclined to physical activities. it just so happened that our PE teacher is great. well, not that my other teachers are not great... okay, they're not. for me, at least.

let's start with my math 14 teacher.

math 14 is hard. sadly, my teacher has a way of making it harder. i don't really understand his explanation regarding eponential and logarithmic functions. basically, it is because i can't see what he is writing on the board. damn it. i am a near sighted person. isn't it obvious with my glasses?! why the hell will you make me sit in the far corner of the classroom?! for crying out loud, i cannot see! another thing, what's with writing from right to left? and please explain the cap. it is so distracting. especially if its orange. i can't help but wonder. what are you hiding in your head? poknat noh? harhar. i'm so harsh na. okay, enough na muna with him. for now.

lets go to my chem teacher.

she's a very talented person. she just proved it in the recently held pasiklaban (ISKOLAR NG BAYAN, NGAYON AY PASIKLABAN! NGAYON AY PASIKLABAN, ISKOLAR NG BAYAN!--commercial lang.hehe.) she is also pretty. as in. pamatay. she's nice. she's smart. yeah, she's bloody samrt. MBB course niya. and she just graduated from Diliman. cum laude lang naman ang lola mo. she's mahinhin, very maria clara-like. perfect na nga xa eh. un nga lang..she wasn't born a teacher. she cannot explain. un na un. ang mahirap pa dun, ang hirap niya magbigay ng exam! so, you have no choice but to study by yourself. literally. another sad fact pa, we have the same balck coat! pootek. favorite ko pa naman yun. di ko tuloy masuot twing TTH. I'm not saying na i am the only one who have the right to wear that coat. my point is, sa dami dami naman ng makakapareho, xa pa. sadness.

now, to my zoo teacher.

she's kind. but not during exams. nakakaloko ang 1st LE namin sa kanya. un tipong, hindi mo alam kung tama o mali ka sa sobrang kalituhan. leche. nag-aral ako ha! in fact, i even memorized the invertebrate phyllum thing with their classes. nabaliw-blaiw ako. pero ano? hindi nag-appear!!! it hurts. it hurts a lot. at ano ang lumabas? puro mitosis meiosis chorva. leche. madali kung iisipin. pero kung ikaw ang nag-take ng exam na yun...anyway, past is past. hmmp.

eng 1?

assignment to the max. un lang. in one day, siguro may mga 3 to 5 assignments kami na dapat i-pass next meeting. kamusta naman yun? meron pang journal thing. ten entries= 1 point. ang lupet. xet.

socsci 13?

gender and society. kung ang eng 1 assignment to the max, ang socsci, papers to the max.

see. who will not be stressed? who'se grades will not suffer?

but then...

its not really my teachers' fault. it has even nothing to do with the difficulty of my subjects. what happens to me and what will happen to me all depends upon me. i am the master of my life. what i sow is what i reap. i cannot just blame everybody. i can only blame myself.

this situation calls for me to push myself to the limit. and from that i will not retreat. but of course, i will not do it to the extent of losing my social life. harhar. you only live once. and you only go to college once. you should go to college only once. *emphasis on should*.

i will double my efforts. triple it if needed. i promise not to waste this christmas break. i will really really study. i will do what i can.

if in the end i will lose, at least it is because it is not really for me and not because i didn't have the guts to accept the challenge and fight.

biglang serious?!?