just whine. its therapeutic.

i will die. school is so damn hard. teachers give you tests everyday. as in major exams-the kind that pulls your grades down-everyday. as if the subject their handling is your major major. i don't even have a major yet but i'm suffering. i don't know how i will fit everything with just 24 hours. i wish God made 48 hours per day instead. then i'll have enough time to sleep so as to prevent the death of my brain cells. (half of them are already burried. a quarter still struggles for dear life. and the remaining ones are not working.)
with all the work, i am not sure if i will still be able to even step on the gates of diliman or see manila's version of oble.
noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
i have laid out my plans. math killed it once. it won't be successful again. with the remaining two months, the pressure will start to build up. build up plang. xet. i wonder if i'm still breathing the moment it reaches its peak. anyway. whatever happens, this is it. if i'll have to die, i will. i have to get to where i should be.
my beginner's luck has run out. too bad i have no felix whatever-the kind harry has. so what? luck may not be there. but hardwork won't surely leave. i guess it's all up to me.
i will.
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finished skinning my frog.
luckily, they're already drowning in formaline when they were distributed. they were in this bucket and each student has to scoop out his frog. eeew. i didn't went through that part. my classmate alvi did it for me. haha.
but i did skinned my own frog.
at first, i can't really touch it. i just looked at it for some time. then little by little, i finally got the courage. the next thing i knew, i was happily cutting its abdomen. aww. i felt the texture of its skin under my tw0-layered gloves. wasn't bad after all.
caryl, kristel and i finished it earlier outside cary'ls apartment. people were passing and as kristel narrated, one even said "weird".
well, it's not everyday you see girls laughing while holding skinless frog. haha.
btw, i named mine elyon. wala lang. *naughty smile*.
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when i was walking home to fetch elyon, i felt my bag got heavy. i turned around without expecting anything. i saw two men behind me as my phone fell in the pavement.
"miss, phone mo nahulog."
i picked my phone and walked calmly. i turned my bag around. it's unzipped. pick-pockets.
first time to experience that one. and boy it won't happen ever again.
buti nalang mga tanga natapat sakin.
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it's freezing cold out here.
floredy and ophelia gave me small toblerone bars last week. i inserted the toblerones for i wanted to savor them while i lie in bed peacefully. after a long walk, i went home and went straight to my room. as i changed to my pajamas, i saw the chocolates that i saved earlier. they have undergone the process of melting due to the...just figure. too tired to go to the kitchen or even think of eating, i placed the chocolates in the drawer. the next morning, woah. they're hard again. therefore, i conclude that my drawer also has the properties possessed by that oif the fridge.
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collecting images of tissue types from the net.
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will go home during the weekends? or will i stay to watch kitchie nadal? hmm..
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finish.
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large font for wilson molina.