Tuesday, August 11, 2015

Met with high school super friends last night.

Math wizard now has her own shop and family.
Valedictorian became a licensed pharmacist, now manages her own milk tea shop.
ROTC commander just waved his rainbow flag.
Resident nice guy now hits on everybody, with or without attachments.
Resident play boy now has his own family and actually remains loyal to his wife who resident nice guy also flirted with. 
Miss congeniality is rapidly becoming everybody's enemy because of her lies and unpaid dues.
Happy go lucky guy is now a military doctor with a girl friend in the military.
Some troubled rebel girls are now raising up their little girls and are not anymore troubled.
Some troubled rebel girls remained troubled though.

And a lot more.

These were not what we had in mind during high school.

Math wizard can develop her own formula while all of us were still lost with the given equation.
Valedictorian was the best in everything.
ROTC commander used to have feelings for me. 
Resident nice guy loved only one girl.
Resident play boy used to gloat on the number of girls who like him.
Miss congeniality gave the best advices.
Happy go lucky guy did not have any goals. 

But somehow things turned out this and that way for each of us. Honestly, I am disappointed with where some of my former classmates are now because I looked up to them. I aspired to be like them, to have what they have. They could have been so much more. But then now it seems like they only put everything to waste. But of course, this is only me and my twisted definition of success. Wherever they are right now, reality is, they could be happy. Well except for some who are obviously not. 

So I guess where you are right now is not where you will always be. What you have right now will not always be as it is. Some time from now, things will again take another turn. 

As for me, I do not really know how my classmates perceived me. But the way I look  me, I was the lost kid. I was always wishing to have this and that, to be this and that. I was always envious and insecure, always checking if I was at par with everybody else. While frantically looking for where everybody was heading, I just ended up lost and confused. Nothing much has changed. 

I'll move on now. I will put my hopes on plot twists. Apparently, a lot of things can happen.  


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